back to…

i think to today i will start sewing again. i have really been feeling the need to create, but i haven’t had the energy or the focus. i think i will work on my quilting. i also wanted to get over to Saver’s today. i saw a book called *How to Knit* that i should’ve gotten when i saw it. i hope it is still there. i really want to learn how to knit. i have tried before, but in my hardheaded-ness, i think i refused to learn and made up excuses. i really like how knitted pieces look though. we’ll see how that turns out…

i also am going to organize all the phone numbers from all the *people’s* that i reconnected with this week. i promise myself to not let fear induce me to close back up into my little shell and lose touch with my family and friends again. i will face fear and be myself with them… all of me. my goofyness, my nerdyness, my mean-ness, my shyness… whatever. i will just be. i already talked to my cousin this morning. it was really nice.

i missed yoga again this morning. i was talking on the phone to my homegirl. hopefully it will be back on tomorrow morning. i watch Namaste Yoga on FitTV. it is, i believe, Vinayasa Flow (after i went to get the link it says Hatha Vinyasa… i am not sure what the difference is though, but here is what wikipedia says.) and it is really smooth and flowing and lovely. i also like Gilad’s workout cuz jumping around is not really my cup of tea right now, and his workout are really simple yet seem to be effective for me. i’ve been gaining weight, but my clothes are fitting alot nicer, so i assume that muscle is forming. [ i hope that's what it means ]

wishes for an excellent day for all of us

Vegas is sick

Vegas is really ill.  it appears the majority of these folks are really sick.  greed and selfishness is so out of control here.  respect for humaness is done here.  i thought this already, but after what i saw yesterday…  it is now confirmed for me.  while riding in the funeral procession from the church to the resting place, what i saw made/makes my stomach turn.  cars taking advantage of the intersections being blocked off so they could run red lights.  no one pulling to the side to let the procession go through.  people honking because the intersections were blocked.  even police cars without their sirens on, blowing through. cars joining in the procession so as to not be stopped at lights.  i just couldn’t believe it.  maybe i am old, but i’ve never seen anything like it.  i would say about half of the procession got lost and was not able to make it to the funeral because of this madness.  they did not get to witness their friend’s vessel being given back to mother earth.  they did not get to witness this sacred act.  this town is lost.