bye Red, i Love you.

my cousin passed early yesterday morning.  i don’t know what to do.  i am so sad.  i just want to put something into words.   i really Loved and appreciated him.  he was one of the best, kindest, loving men i knew.  he was an example of a male figure for me, when i thought i had none.  he took care of me when i needed it, he was a blessing given to me at my darkest hours.  at times when i felt there was no hope, he pointed me in the direction of light.  he was so funny and kept me laughing at times when all wanted to do was cry.  man, i miss him.  i miss him so much and i am so sad that i will never get to hear your voice again.  Red wherever you are, i pray that you are enveloped in Peace and Love.  man i hope to see you again one day.